I have always struggled with organization. No matter how hard I try, my workspace
eventually falls victim to entropy, devolving into a number of piles of papers
and books. The piles are not random but
fall in categories. This one is full of
administrative documents. That one is a
stack for sermon preparation. I
currently work in a congregation that has minimal administrative support, so I
am the one who sorts the mail each day, routing bills to the bookkeeper, checks
to the counters and the huge monthly catalog of cleaning supplies to the
property group mail slot. But then a day
comes when there is no time for sorting; another stack forms, papers waiting to
disperse.
I will
be careful in talking about organization not only because I struggle with it
but also because effective organization is subjective. One mind looks at a busy table and sees
clutter. Another mind looks at the same
table and sees connections. One person
can find nothing without a careful filing system. Another can pull a necessary paper directly
from the stacks without pause.
This
will not be an article about a particular system of organization, instead it
will focus on organization as a form of spiritual discipline. The idea is that as our lives and spaces
become more organized we are able to open up more room to pay attention to
God. Think about a schedule, how you
spend your time. A common reason that
people will cite for staying away from worship or other forms of spiritual
practice is a lack of time. There are so
many things that have to be done, so many tasks and projects. Yet if you were to break down the time
available in sixteen waking hours, how much time could be recovered if we could
just remove some unintentional clutter?
Here I am making an important
distinction between the intentional and the unintentional. For instance, social media can be a great way
to connect with friends and family. I
know of clergy who build Facebook time into their schedule as a way to connect
with members of their congregation. Yet
social media can also be a deep rabbit hole of lost time, a trance of clicking
and liking, only to wake realizing that after two hours you don’t really care
about the fish tacos Larry in accounting had last night. With intention, it is a helpful tool.
With a lack of intention, it becomes a waste of time.
The call to worship at the
beginning of Zen meditation is, “Great is the meaning of birth and death. Awake, awake each one. Do not waste this life.” Jesus is remembered several times saying simply,
“Keep awake!” The first step in seeing
organization as a spiritual discipline is realizing that organization is about
paying attention to the moment, treating it as holy, being stewards of the time
and space we have been given by God. It
turns out that there is an hour or two a week for worship if we choose it. It turns out that there is ample time sit
with God, ample time to admire God’s good creation, ample time to show
kindness, if we choose to have it which means intentionally choosing not to
lose it.
The same can be said for the
assorted stuff that piles up on desks and coffee tables, in basements and
storage units. Many of us have more
space than we expect when we choose to remove things we don’t need, when we stop treating “things” like treasure and start
treating “things” like the stewards we are supposed to be: to be used, to be
shared, to be disposed of or passed on when appropriate.
A discipline develops when we
create a regular time to organize and sort.
It doesn’t have to be long, maybe 10 minutes at the beginning of the day
and 10 minutes at the end, time to plan and time to evaluate. Time to do the cleanup that Mrs. Brenner told
me to do in first grade, “Putting things away is part of the play.” Yet again, this is not just cleaning up, but
rather it is creating time and space for the holy in our lives, and as such it
becomes holy work.
I should add a final disclaimer, a
reminder of the nature of grace, that the love of God is not dependent on a
clean house, an organized desk or a well-executed action plan. You will make plans, and life will happen in
spite of them. You will make space and
the law of entropy will fill it. The
goal is not perfection, but intention.
As with all spiritual practices, we seek time and space to be turned
toward God, remembering that God is already turned toward us in love. I invite you try a discipline of
organization, intentionally creating space and time to dwell in the love of
God.
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